Excuse me.
It`s the 10th february and actually I`m on the second floor at the mixed media workshop.
I´m just seven stairs away. Still waiting ...

Day 1
11/02/2022 - 11.26 h - I`m waiting at the pavillon. 2 hours left.
11/02/2022 - 14.26 h - Actually I`m at the floor in the basement infront of K20.
11/02/2022 - 16.00 h - Doing a short break infront of K20.
11/02/2022 - 17.00 h - Now I start to the second floor. Looking forward to find my way.
11/02/2022 - 18.00 h - It felt like a journey up to the second floor. I found a way, but it was dangerous,
                                    cause I was close to the edge. Now I need a break. I`m resting infront of K20.
11/02/2022 - 19.25 h - I`m excited planning my next trip. May it goes trippy. There are lots of steps.
11/02/2022 - 22.44 h - It was really trippy. Started at the basement with a kind of feeling that                                     something could happen, my way went into the ground floor. The hall where                                     things start. When they see me many people were suprised. I felt that they                                     didn`t understand me and they wondered how I`m moving through the                                     university. Confronted with reality I went through corridor B. Frustrated that                                     corridor A was inaccessible to me I had some good moments when people                                     started to interact. Some were really kind and respectful, tried to help me,                                     others were rude or even encroaching. I had mixed feelings and so I decided                                     to move into the first floor. I should have known better. It was really crowded                                     and my possibilities were small. I wasn`t safe, the edge was close and I was                                     shocked, when I noticed that nobody would save me from falling down the                                     steps. Again I visited corridor B, the only possibilty. The trip ended at the third                                     floor, here I could visit a room were people were welcoming me. I was grateful                                     and decided to rest here at this safe space.

Day 2
12/02/2022 - 12.11 h - I`m waiting infront of K20.
12/02/2022 - 17.14 h - I`ll start now.
12/02/2022 - 17.38 h - People blocked me even if I said Excuse me.
12/02/2022 - 18.08 h - Need a break back at my safe space infront of K20. It`s not easy.
12/02/2022 - 19.18 h - I`ll try it again.
12/02/2022 - 20.08 h - Now it annoys me. I never see, what others can see. There are so many                                     borders. My last journey started at the basement, from there it seemed to be                                     easy but even the ramp is impossible to walk through. From there I moved to                                     the second floor. Now I know this area and it was a good feeling being there.                                     People started to interact and some were confused how I can make                                       my own way.

Day 3
13/02/2022 - 13.07 h - I`m prepared for the day and now I`m waiting infront of K20. Excited to see,                                     what this day can offer me.
13/02/2022 - 13.57 h - I will start soon.
13/02/2022 - 16.30 h - It was peaceful. Many people showed up their respect and I reached the hole                                     first floor. Some people carried me up the stairs and I reached a new area.
13/02/2022 - 17.35 h - I`ll start now at the basement floor.
13/02/2022 - 18.53 h - Made a route through the house. One woman hold me and carried me up to                                     the higher platform. I think I saw nearly all. One guy abused me.                                      Guess I scared him.
13/02/2022 - 18.53 h - Will do one last way.
13/02/2022 - 19.58 h - Started at the basement my way went into the hall on the ground floor. There is                                     one border i couldn`t make at this weekend. Nobody was there to help me and                                     I felt lost for a short moment.

Afterwards
14/02/2022 - 20.18 h - Actually I`m in the pavillon. I`m thinking about the weekend and remember                                     what happened to me in this short time. First I`m happy cause I am a survivor.                                     No fallings, no fights. Some fears and many moments of hope and gentleness.                                     But also some rudeness and blocking situations. It wasn`t easy to reach                                     everything I wanted to see. And the feeling of being someone different won`t                                     go. But I have hope that people will notice me more. They will learn how to deal                                     with me and how I function. For sure.